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Monday, July 20, 2009

Grown Men Don't Cry..... Bull Crap !!!

so i had a very hard day at work that crept getting worse by the second!! and just nothing was going right. soo finally i got to pack up at the end of the day. and there was the light, my boss came in and made is soo much better. you see my boss is also the stake young mens pres. and they had youth conference this past week and on his ipod he had recorded over seven hundred youth singing "sons of Helaman" and "as daughters of Zion" and after such a hard day and with such a spiritual thing i cried standing there listening to it i cried. so it made me think why do they say "grown men don't cry". is it true that if you cry that you are not a grown man. NO !!!! it means you have velvet rapped up in a steel shell! some times it is okay for men to cry and to be held by those who you care about and who care about you. it is not a weakness more of a strength that no matter what happens you still are human and need comfort. sure as we grow up it is all part of the plan that molds and shapes everyone. it is true the saying "life is hard then you die" truely life is hard and it only gets hard whether it is a bully pushing you down on the playground or your wife after 75 years of marriage dies. LIFE is hard and it only gets harder, but there are ways to make it easier. like in the deserts occasionally you will find an oases to get you out of the sand in into the cool blue waters of a spring. and this oases can be anything from being on the top of a horse in the middle of the mountains to being held close by your mother as she rocks you back and forth telling you she loves you. Grown Men Do Cry, and i will be the first to stand up to anyone that says they don't. and tell them they are cold and heartless. because what is crying it is a form of expression from the heart. it is a plead by our very soles pleading to be heard by those around you whether it is happy or sad it is expressing itself though our tears. and i am proud to say that i cry sometimes whether is because a movie or im just having a bad day and need to let off steam. and i am happy to be alive and am able to show such an expression so i hope all of you have a good day and remember that it is ok to cry just make sure something good comes from it :)

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Dirt, Rock, Water, Car and Fish

soooo ya i know i have not posted anything in a LONG TIME but here we go !!!!!. so my story begins about a 2 weeks ago

Water , so the reason water is in here is for about 2 weeks ago kit and i went fishing it was really fun and i had a blast now the funny thing was about half the way though kit slipped on a rock and totally fell in the water now this was no fall on the but and its over with no it was like total back and all he fell in haha it was freakin funny!!!! but on the bad side he totaly clobberd his tow and ripped his skin off of it and he also brewsed his shins. but i laphed my butt off at him :)

Car, so as my family knows my older sister is in oklahome and i was sooooo freakin excited to go but i was hit by a curve ball and was not able to go. the reason my car broke down and i need to sell it so i was going to but i had to do it befor she left. but in the long run still not sold and i am at home with kit so its not that bad :)

Dirt and Rock, so this last weekend kit and i went up to atlanta to visit my aunt and uncle and some frindsl of the family. it was A BLAST !!!!!!!!!!!!!! we stayed up later at my aunt and uncles till like at 2 in the mornin just talking :). then the next night we went to the Hendersons THIS FAMILY ROCKS they have like 7 boys that are all in to stuff im in they ride motorcycles dirt bikes and all that !!!!! and one of the boys and i totally hit it off kc rocks totally frinds now haha but this is where rock and dirt come in to play. so on the 4th of july kit and some of the guys and i went out dirt biking on their land was soooooo fun !!!!!. we had a blast.!!!! so i got on my bike first and ive been on one befor so it was not all that bad, but this was the first time for kit and oh you could tell haha. so they had a circle drive so he was going in first gear around this drive then he went down the dirt drive way and decided to get to second gear. bad idea haha. so as most of you know second gear makes you go faster and kit was kinda like wow this is faster so i should slow down so he pulls in the clutch and it slows down well as he grabbs the hand brake he reves the engin and he freaks out lets go of both the clutch and the brake so the bike lerches forword and insted of grabbin the clutch he graps only the front brake and he flys off the front of the bike hahahaha.. ya i had an isident as well haha so i was going and i was starting so i had it reved up and i let go of the clutch and the bike dose a weely and thoghs me off the back and keeps going it scared the crap out of me haha.

now for Fish. so kit and i went to a friends hows to go to a fish fry. it was once agin a totall blast!!! the fish was way good they were way cool people. so we stayed there talking till 2 in the mornin!!!!!!!! im at work and i sooo freakin tired haha but it is sooo worth it :) but it was way fun and i cant wait to see what other fun things kit and i do wile lib is gone :) i hope some time we can pick up kits boat !!!! :) but ya just an update on what is up for right now haha:)